mothwabit droppings

Today... something major happened to me. 

Dead is a friend of mine who has been depressive since time immemorial... months and years stretching on endlessly.  Or so I thought.  Today, he popped out of the woodwork - or my IM - to be exact and showed me a complete turn around.

For a few minutes, I could only stare at what words he was typing to me via chat.  He was happy.  He was saving.  He felt alive.  Things were exciting.  And more unbelievable, HE was the one now giving ME the pep talk.

I felt touched that he would push me to do the same thing that liberated him.  He told me to stop running to stand still.  I had to hear that.  Major sign. 

It's the cosmos giving me a divine kick in the butt.  Get out there and DO it, it's telling me.

And I WILL.  I swear I am.  There is always fear attached to leaving a comfort zone but I must take the leap and test my wings.  :)